i must look like the biggest pervert ever because i do like just watching people; like i’ll be sat in a cafe or just wandering around; i get distracted by people very easily; especially if that person is a beautiful asian man lmfao- i couldn’t tell you the amount of times i’ve walked into something or dropped something or tripped over because i was too busy looking at someone.
+it doesn’t mean i don’t want something as much as someone else, i’m just weak and can’t fight for things.
+lmfao seriously, no matter how small the issue is, i worry about nearly everything or get nervous over something.
i get scared of going to tills to buy things, especially if its food, if i have a class presentation, 9 times out of 10 i will have a panic attack and not be able to complete it and even if its a good thing like an exciting thing, i still get nervous and i hate it.
i also get paranoid that some old lady is gonna drive past me in her car in the street and shoot me lmfaooooooooo.
i’m cray cray.
+literally everything i post i have to consider the order i’m putting it in like i don’t like having too many gifs in a row (unless i’m having a full on giffing spaz over new mv’s and that- all OCD flies out the window then).
i also can’t have posts that have small pictures or like people’s comments and conversations; it drives me crazy.
so don’t hate me if i remove what you write about a post lmfao it’s not personal, i’m just weird and have to have a tidy blog.
freak.

she is the only person i would ship with any of my biases lmfao. she’s just perfect and i want to be her best friend ;A;
+i’ve had a couple of people ask me before where it’s from. that song is one of my ultimate favourites, the lyrics are beautiful. as for it being my url, i don’t know if i like it anymore but it’s always been the same and i guess that’s what people know me as; also i don’t have any other ideas on what my URL would be instead, so foreverbyebyebye is a keeper.

